my dream last night.
so apparently this was one of those continuing dreams.
so what happened before tonight was. i went off to camp somewhere, and met Josh (not knowing exactly who he was, I think) and lost my virginity to him by a pier or something. so i got pregnant, and when parent's day came, my parents found out and i had to go home. needless to say they were pissed.
so come this dream. all i remember is waking up (in my dream) and going to have breakfast, but instead of orange juice (that was like, the mandatory drink or something) i decided to rebel and get chocolate milk, which i was yelled at for. then i go off somewhere (i think to school, because i remember my Pep Squad sponsor being one of my teachers, but i don't remember that part so well...) and get a letter from Josh, because he's still my boyfriend. my parents find out about the letter because they had to authorize it, and my 'mom' asks me about it at the dinner table. they don't know it's mah baby daddy, so i hestitate and explain to them that it's from my boyfriend Josh, who happens to be Robby's (i know, sucky name, it must have been a quick thinking dream) dad. they become FURIOUS (which kind of makes no sense because at least we're still together, right?) well cut to this scene with my 'mom' on the phone with her friend. she's talking about Josh fucking me at the pier and all this shit that REALLY pisses me off, because she's making it seem like i'm this innocent little girl who was stupid and conned into sex and whatever. and i tell her to shut up. she doesn't get the point and continues. by this time i'm crying hysterically and i turn to her, and right in her face say "don't you think this is hard enough for me already?!" my dad sympathizes with me and calms my mom down as i take the car keys (steal, oops) and run out to go see Robby, who apparently is NOT staying with us. as far as i can tell with this dream, Robby means the world to me, because my parents treat me like they're my wicked stepmothers. i'm really looked down upon. i know i was ecstatic to get the letter from Josh (hint hint babe, any day now.)
anyways, i woke up thinking, 'holy shit, this has to go in my LJ' so here you have it. i'll try and remember my dreams for you guys because they tend to be very weird and interesting, and they make for fun entries.
<3 sleep well.
so what happened before tonight was. i went off to camp somewhere, and met Josh (not knowing exactly who he was, I think) and lost my virginity to him by a pier or something. so i got pregnant, and when parent's day came, my parents found out and i had to go home. needless to say they were pissed.
so come this dream. all i remember is waking up (in my dream) and going to have breakfast, but instead of orange juice (that was like, the mandatory drink or something) i decided to rebel and get chocolate milk, which i was yelled at for. then i go off somewhere (i think to school, because i remember my Pep Squad sponsor being one of my teachers, but i don't remember that part so well...) and get a letter from Josh, because he's still my boyfriend. my parents find out about the letter because they had to authorize it, and my 'mom' asks me about it at the dinner table. they don't know it's mah baby daddy, so i hestitate and explain to them that it's from my boyfriend Josh, who happens to be Robby's (i know, sucky name, it must have been a quick thinking dream) dad. they become FURIOUS (which kind of makes no sense because at least we're still together, right?) well cut to this scene with my 'mom' on the phone with her friend. she's talking about Josh fucking me at the pier and all this shit that REALLY pisses me off, because she's making it seem like i'm this innocent little girl who was stupid and conned into sex and whatever. and i tell her to shut up. she doesn't get the point and continues. by this time i'm crying hysterically and i turn to her, and right in her face say "don't you think this is hard enough for me already?!" my dad sympathizes with me and calms my mom down as i take the car keys (steal, oops) and run out to go see Robby, who apparently is NOT staying with us. as far as i can tell with this dream, Robby means the world to me, because my parents treat me like they're my wicked stepmothers. i'm really looked down upon. i know i was ecstatic to get the letter from Josh (hint hint babe, any day now.)
anyways, i woke up thinking, 'holy shit, this has to go in my LJ' so here you have it. i'll try and remember my dreams for you guys because they tend to be very weird and interesting, and they make for fun entries.
<3 sleep well.