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I don't even know why I'm so angry right now but I am.
Having a chat with a friend tonight, a friend I care a lot about. He said he'd come up and visit for the weekend, and this pleased me!
Then he started umming and arring about it
He's been umming and arring for the last 4 hours
Then, "nah not tonight I'm too tired"
Well FUCK YOU!
You could have told me this 4 hours ago when you proposed the fucking idea, but instead, let's get cam all excited about a visit and then change our mind at the last minute.
It's annoying, it's scummy and your excuses are pathetic!
I've done much more to see you, and you wanna throw "I'm tired" at me?
I was fucking tired after coming down straight from work
I was tired when I had to help set up a 21st
I was tired when I bailed it an hour after it started
And I was tired when I had to get up at 7 the next morning
You
Shit.
Why do I even bother.
Fuck this crap, I just wanna go home now.
30 mins to go.