Oct 18, 2005 06:22
...I guess literally I could, I guess other people could. But I think I've come to the conclusion that I can't call Mika Tan back and suddenly change my mind (that would be declining any other job offer and then "changing your mind") and I can't tell Neil that I've suddenly changed my mind. Maybe I will regret said decision, but I think it's the one I'm going with.
I just had a bizarre nightmare...I have nightmares a lot, but instead of being scared, being chased, running for my life, monsters, gore etc. this one was all my fears, anxieties, stress, and worries exaggerated in a realistic context. And the sad part is though it was taken to extremes, it really was based in a lot of truth and could very well happen...
Now I can't go back to sleep, I tried, but it didn't work. I really need to get a good night's sleep one of these days.