what did you say?
so i'm gettin real bad at updating this whole lj thing
recap?
i dunno everythings been kind of hectic. i just plucked my eyebrows [because its like 20 bucks to get them waxed around here] so they hurt like hell!
um liz came this weekend. that was nice even if her talkign about her millions of friends at villanova made me feel somewhat inadequate. it was good to have a familiar shoulder to rest on, i definatly miss the desperates a lot. speaking of desperates i missed the show tonight because of my 4boston reflection which was actually really nice. ive only been once now because of the vatech game but i feel like its going to be a positive part of my year for sure. just being able to once a week hang out with people that have things in common with me will be cool.... not to mention the actual volunteering once a week which has already been eye opening. i have a little bit of a guilt complex going there, here i am this wealthy white girl helping these poor african american kids with their hwk for tenth grade, teaching them stuff i learned in like 6th grade. why do some people get shafted in life like that? like how can anyone honestly belive in god when there are so many good kids like iroy that just never get the chance to be challenged or excited by learning. and who the fuck knows if me showing up once a week to hang out with them will ever even really make a difference? . i guess ill have to see.
she said i'm the king of random phone calls
i love warren sroka and i miss american dreams, why do they always cancel GOOD SHOWS?! good lord.
my throat tickles and i think im getting sick [again? wtf thought it was only supposed to happen once every fall >:O]
i went to delaware last weekend to see shaun. it was pretty much one of the best weekends of my life... just to finally be held and feel reall comfortable again. i know this is all mushy but no one really reads this anymore so who cares! i just was so sick of having conversations on the phone, to finally look him in the eyes when we talked. in a way it was for me to be happy the whole weekend because i just feel guilty being sad at school because i dont want to complain to anyone about how homesick i am because i dont want to be that annoying girl... but when i was finally aroun someone that i knew would care no matter how blotchy faced i got when i cried, the tears just didnt stop coming. they havent really stopped coming since i got home... like at my geology field trip yesterday there was this big gorgeous dog running around our group and it made me miss my dogs so fucking much. i talked to my mom on the phone and i miss scrapbooking with her and cooking with my dad and making fun of emily and she has a BOYFRIEND! like a real theyve got a date and everything boyfriend. ive always thought of her as my age and not much less mature but shes never had a real boyfriend i guess? i dunno and now that she does it cracks me up cuz she'll finally ahve to deal with all the awkward moments that ive had. mwahahaha. jk em im happy for you.
anyways. im getting OVER my period why am i so emotional now?
whatever.
this entry is going nowhere.
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recap?
i dunno everythings been kind of hectic. i just plucked my eyebrows [because its like 20 bucks to get them waxed around here] so they hurt like hell!
um liz came this weekend. that was nice even if her talkign about her millions of friends at villanova made me feel somewhat inadequate. it was good to have a familiar shoulder to rest on, i definatly miss the desperates a lot. speaking of desperates i missed the show tonight because of my 4boston reflection which was actually really nice. ive only been once now because of the vatech game but i feel like its going to be a positive part of my year for sure. just being able to once a week hang out with people that have things in common with me will be cool.... not to mention the actual volunteering once a week which has already been eye opening. i have a little bit of a guilt complex going there, here i am this wealthy white girl helping these poor african american kids with their hwk for tenth grade, teaching them stuff i learned in like 6th grade. why do some people get shafted in life like that? like how can anyone honestly belive in god when there are so many good kids like iroy that just never get the chance to be challenged or excited by learning. and who the fuck knows if me showing up once a week to hang out with them will ever even really make a difference? . i guess ill have to see.
she said i'm the king of random phone calls
i love warren sroka and i miss american dreams, why do they always cancel GOOD SHOWS?! good lord.
my throat tickles and i think im getting sick [again? wtf thought it was only supposed to happen once every fall >:O]
i went to delaware last weekend to see shaun. it was pretty much one of the best weekends of my life... just to finally be held and feel reall comfortable again. i know this is all mushy but no one really reads this anymore so who cares! i just was so sick of having conversations on the phone, to finally look him in the eyes when we talked. in a way it was for me to be happy the whole weekend because i just feel guilty being sad at school because i dont want to complain to anyone about how homesick i am because i dont want to be that annoying girl... but when i was finally aroun someone that i knew would care no matter how blotchy faced i got when i cried, the tears just didnt stop coming. they havent really stopped coming since i got home... like at my geology field trip yesterday there was this big gorgeous dog running around our group and it made me miss my dogs so fucking much. i talked to my mom on the phone and i miss scrapbooking with her and cooking with my dad and making fun of emily and she has a BOYFRIEND! like a real theyve got a date and everything boyfriend. ive always thought of her as my age and not much less mature but shes never had a real boyfriend i guess? i dunno and now that she does it cracks me up cuz she'll finally ahve to deal with all the awkward moments that ive had. mwahahaha. jk em im happy for you.
anyways. im getting OVER my period why am i so emotional now?
whatever.
this entry is going nowhere.
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