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You know what I find out as life goes on, people leaving or dieing never gets easier. Yes I know he is gone, yes I also know he isn't coming back. I have told myself time and time again, if he is happy when he leaves then I will not cry. I am trying to keep that promise to myself. Its really hard though, he is gone. He IS gone. So times when we thought he was gone and he came back. But now its real, and some how I can't help but cry, it just kind of comes easier then not crying. I know it might be hard for people to understand. "how can you love someone you have never meet?" But its possible. Most of all with him. He had the most addictive personality. Like everyone loved him, though some that loved him, he didn't really love back. He always told the truth, he might have danced around it a lot, but never could you call him a liar. What I loved about him most though, was the way he made me happier, without saying one nice thing to me. Not that he never said nice things about me. He did lots of times even. He helped me in a way I know no else can, or ever will. He said what he thought, and I think that's what made him a great man. I would give anything to have more people like him. He stood up for he believed in. I love him, as a sister loves a brother, with all my heart. I admired him, as much as any other person I have ever admired. He is one of my best friends. And if I have an say in it now, my children's children will speak his name. So good bye Aaron. I hope I will see you again. But I know I miss you, love you, and remember you for the rest of my life.