honestly, im kind of angered at how the phenomena of online confessionals has tainted the purity of what a "journal" used to be. journals and diaries weren't meant for people to write what they wanted to, uncensored and unashamed. yet both myself and others have recently battled with the way it might be perceived, however, only now is this as issue. no one ever cared what people thought about what they wrote before, it was supposed to be for you and you online. i feel that the online testimonials are meant more for understanding and possibly an entertainment value, depending on your topic. for things relating to you on a personal level, as long as you aren't criticising or slandering others, i feel should be done bravely and unapologetically. if you feel the need to bitch, then do it. there are far worse measures that people go to to vent their frustrations and writing is possibly one of the most peaceful, reflective, and non-confrontational ways you can do it. once again stating that as long as your intent is for your benefit alone and not for malice towards others, i think you can say whatever the fuck you want. and if people think you are bitching or negative, they don't have to read it. thats what the glorious little "x" in the corner of the window is for: sensitive fucks.
i will be honest with you, i do wonder why you never come see me. part of me thinking there's something wrong with me or perhaps i irritate you. or hey, it could be my rancid, offensive, body odor, i heard that people hate that. (HAHA). but seriously, you're so close you could hear me taking a deuce yet i never see you. this makes me sad, cause balki is an asshole.
I hardly see anyone unless you work with me,live with me, or are in one of my classes. I just haven't felt very social because I am always tired. On the rare occasion that I am not working or in school, I am usually sleeping or trying to spend a little time with Josh and Ireland.Hopefully soon I won't be working so much and I will definitely want to hang out. My goal is to eventually only work 3 shifts a week at Picklefish but we just don't have enough servers right now for me to do that
i will be honest with you, i do wonder why you never come see me. part of me thinking there's something wrong with me or perhaps i irritate you. or hey, it could be my rancid, offensive, body odor, i heard that people hate that. (HAHA). but seriously, you're so close you could hear me taking a deuce yet i never see you. this makes me sad, cause balki is an asshole.
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