2009! we've past the first hurdle safely!
I didn't get hit by a car! But boy let me tells ya, I'm on my guard and I think I will always be aware of that possibility every NYE season.
I was re-reading some really old entries of my livejournal last night and was laughing so hard at some things... and yet felt some twinges of weird nostalgia for making ikea orders and feeling excited about things and having cats.
oh well... moving along.
I have no friggin' idea what the fuck this year is going to bring me. and that feels kind of exciting.
I'm telling fear to fuck off this year. Listening to me gut and heart with wide open ears. I was even thinking of having some sort of forgiveness ritual for all those jerks who owe me apologies I know I'll never get. Should there be effigy/photograph/symbolic burning at said forgiveness ritual?? I'm not sure how it should go down... but something to release/reclaim the energy wasted on being angry.
I assume no one hardly ever reads this anymore, but I might try to write more often this year... but we'll see.
My computer went down over the holidays and I really enjoyed the internet free time, almost to the point of not wanting it back.
This year, I want to move away from the internet crutch and live as a real person out in the world again. Talking, moving, laughing, making, dancing, sharing.
I was re-reading some really old entries of my livejournal last night and was laughing so hard at some things... and yet felt some twinges of weird nostalgia for making ikea orders and feeling excited about things and having cats.
oh well... moving along.
I have no friggin' idea what the fuck this year is going to bring me. and that feels kind of exciting.
I'm telling fear to fuck off this year. Listening to me gut and heart with wide open ears. I was even thinking of having some sort of forgiveness ritual for all those jerks who owe me apologies I know I'll never get. Should there be effigy/photograph/symbolic burning at said forgiveness ritual?? I'm not sure how it should go down... but something to release/reclaim the energy wasted on being angry.
I assume no one hardly ever reads this anymore, but I might try to write more often this year... but we'll see.
My computer went down over the holidays and I really enjoyed the internet free time, almost to the point of not wanting it back.
This year, I want to move away from the internet crutch and live as a real person out in the world again. Talking, moving, laughing, making, dancing, sharing.