i'm so confused

[moreconfuzzled]

I need help seriously. This sucks i dont want to be sad over a guy thats so lame and shallow. I feel like i'm always complaining about how horrible my life is and you no what its not horrible at all .. its not even close. But i'm just sad so like i dont kno i guess its my live journal so i'm supposed to talk about myself so i guess its ok but if its not just let me kno. Well yeah this is how i feel .. i feel alone. And you kno what i kno that god is here and he loves me more than anything in the entire world but i think maybe i'm just no concentrating enough on that or something. But like Satan is out to get me escpecially at public school where evil thought corrupt your mind. Well i feel unloved... like not like o no my parents dont love me cuz i kno they do but like i kno how retarded this must sound but like i feel like sad when i see someone with the "significant other" (lol) cuz like no one cares about like just me and wants to be with like just me and its sad but w.e. i'm done with that with feeling sad with guys i'm done. ( yeah right but i want to believe i am) so i dont kno what to do anymore o well. Maybe i'm just that ugly .. i cant convince myself that everyone likes me .. it just doesnt work cuz it seems to be no one likes me .. o well. I'll live. Ok i'm done complaining now ... good day

O hey we won the football game like 40 something to zero .. wahoo i guess