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so its been so long. i have really been bad. i told myself i would be 115 by march and i keep going between 120-123 and i need to just get it off. school has been really stressful lately and the boy situation has been emotionally tearing me apart. I have decided to end this whole relationship. Its better off. next year we wont have each other. and even though he will say his sorrys to me in like a week. It just needs to End. Today Im fasting. I LOVE the feeling of feeling light... my mom made this really big bowl of LOW CAL veg soup so i can have that when I decide to eat. Well i have practice soon, and need to get going. I hope everyone is doing well!