Feb 24, 2008 23:19
okay so this is going to be long.. i really feel like i just need to vent. so now that ive been accepted to wvu it really makes me think of the future.. ive been with the same guy for 2 years.. the thing is we dont label ourselves as boyfriend/girlfriend. but thats pretty much what we are.. except we dont EVER have fights. so we went out to dinner and a movie with some of our friends.. and someone said something like what are you two going to do without each other... and it really made me think about being together, and my future. then i started doubting myself and jst what kind of relationship we were in. so i got scared and binged. i am going to start doing a beter job of posting here. after the dinner date.. we talked and we are taking a break. i was so upset when he said it to me. then i got mad and just walked home. all weekend he has been texting me and i just dont want to answer but its like im not going to be with him next year. i wish he would commit. love ya guys and thanks for the support.