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Yeah. That's right. today IS my birthday. mhm, the big one-five. haha yes, i am a youngin. dont remind me. i got a suprise birthday party and everything. i mean, it wasnt huge but for last minute.. hey, i was impressed. um things are pretty good i guess. megan and i are starting to hang out again which is awesome.. um me and ky- still good. hah things with boys are um.. non-existent? im not very good with relationships/"finding" the right guy. i actually have my eye on someone. thank god.. oh. my grades are really high. im soo excited. and i got this GORGEOUS ring for my birthday. its from my parents and i love it. i am also recieving, as of tomorrow, the notebook on dvd! THE BEST movie ever. dont deny it.
despite my "happiness"i still have my ups and downs. need a boyfriend.. not desperate of course. and ive been really busy lately. 1) school shit 2)dance 3)practicing for spangle with ally 4)running every night. i dont have time for anything anymore. but i like it. my whole life has become a routine.. it keeps me going and i have less time to think about shitty stuff. things i shouldnt waste my time on.
relationships with friends. some strengthened. some totally failed. me and michael.. very close. me and drew.. fallen somewhat. me and hannah.. fallen. but i dont want to complain. im thankful and all my friends have really come through and wished me a happy birthday. cant wait till the big one-six.
the only other thing im thinking about right now is history. the men and women who are in the history books: the things they were doing in the first place to get them there.. they had no idea that they would become famous. what can i do to make myself famous and be read about in a book hundreds of years in the future? i think i want that desperatly. but i may just die without something named after me.. or my name flashed in every history book published. i would like it nonetheless. i just might try. man, my priorities sure have changed. comment please.
despite my "happiness"i still have my ups and downs. need a boyfriend.. not desperate of course. and ive been really busy lately. 1) school shit 2)dance 3)practicing for spangle with ally 4)running every night. i dont have time for anything anymore. but i like it. my whole life has become a routine.. it keeps me going and i have less time to think about shitty stuff. things i shouldnt waste my time on.
relationships with friends. some strengthened. some totally failed. me and michael.. very close. me and drew.. fallen somewhat. me and hannah.. fallen. but i dont want to complain. im thankful and all my friends have really come through and wished me a happy birthday. cant wait till the big one-six.
the only other thing im thinking about right now is history. the men and women who are in the history books: the things they were doing in the first place to get them there.. they had no idea that they would become famous. what can i do to make myself famous and be read about in a book hundreds of years in the future? i think i want that desperatly. but i may just die without something named after me.. or my name flashed in every history book published. i would like it nonetheless. i just might try. man, my priorities sure have changed. comment please.