oh dearrr.
one good thing came out of this. isnt that strange? something good came out of this mess. i can see now who my real friends are. just think, someone i thought was my best friend actually believed this rumor, over me. over me over me over me. gosh. i dont who to trust. i want to go away for awhile. im gonna live through this. im gonna live through this.
although no one is helping me right now. no one i say. sad, eh? im feeling somewhat alone. as much as they say "i hope things get better for you" and try to talk it out with me, no progress is made. or they just say "oh dude, that sucks!" then forget all about it.which i guess is okay bc i have probably not been very much help to someone in my position.. why cant people be nice. i am gonna be a changed person when all of this is over. you just wait and see. oh yes, wait and see.
im going to inform my mother, tonight. pray for me.. i need it. to the people who are spreading these rumors, i am praying for you. i am. honestly.
this life is crazzzy. very much insane i tell you. what to do, what to do.
help? maybe..
although no one is helping me right now. no one i say. sad, eh? im feeling somewhat alone. as much as they say "i hope things get better for you" and try to talk it out with me, no progress is made. or they just say "oh dude, that sucks!" then forget all about it.which i guess is okay bc i have probably not been very much help to someone in my position.. why cant people be nice. i am gonna be a changed person when all of this is over. you just wait and see. oh yes, wait and see.
im going to inform my mother, tonight. pray for me.. i need it. to the people who are spreading these rumors, i am praying for you. i am. honestly.
this life is crazzzy. very much insane i tell you. what to do, what to do.
help? maybe..