It's breaktime!
Ugh, I'm taking a break from studying... It's Thanksgiving break (a Saturday night nonetheless) and I'm studying physics for the MCATs. If that doesn't show how bad I want to get into med school, I don't know what else I can do to prove this to you. I'm using this break to try to get caught up in all of my classes and try not to fall behind again. My grades aren't too great so far so I need shape up and focus. This will be hard though because I still have a ton of work to do before the end of the semester. Part of this is training Ashley to be the next Tri Delt president (congrats AFo!) as well as get trained to be next year's VP of Internal Affairs on Panhellenic. I'm kinda ready for this semester to be over because I'm so excited for next semester! Note that I'm only "kinda" ready because next semester will mean that I'm one semester closer to graduation - AAAAH scary!
Anyways, life has been extra hectic and busy lately. School and other activities have taken over my life. I don't even remember that last time I really went out and partied. This should all change next semester though. I haven't had much time for friends... or boys. Love life is kinda slow right now but I'm okay with it. I don't have time for a relationship right now but we'll see where next semester will take me. I was definitely interested in two boys a few weeks ago and I think there was a possibility of something happening between at least one of them but I'm glad nothing did. That would have been an extra distraction. This brings up another point - I was talking to Aileen about this a few days ago when we were driving to Phoenix... I've always wanted a family of my own as well as being a successful cardiologist. I'm starting to fear that I can't have both of them. I'm scared that I won't meet someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with or that I will meet this person but push him away due to work. I think I'm slowly becoming a workaholic and this terrifies me... Okay, I'm thinking too much again.
Speaking of relationships, my brother just got back home from a date. He went out with this girl he's taking to the Christmas dance. He had to meet her parents tonight - HAHAHAHAHA. Can't help but feel bad for him. Anyways, he informed me this break that he goes on dates all the time and has even dated more than one girl at a time! When did my bro become such a pimp!?!?!? LOL.
Gotta get back to studying! The joys of biochem and physics!
Anyways, life has been extra hectic and busy lately. School and other activities have taken over my life. I don't even remember that last time I really went out and partied. This should all change next semester though. I haven't had much time for friends... or boys. Love life is kinda slow right now but I'm okay with it. I don't have time for a relationship right now but we'll see where next semester will take me. I was definitely interested in two boys a few weeks ago and I think there was a possibility of something happening between at least one of them but I'm glad nothing did. That would have been an extra distraction. This brings up another point - I was talking to Aileen about this a few days ago when we were driving to Phoenix... I've always wanted a family of my own as well as being a successful cardiologist. I'm starting to fear that I can't have both of them. I'm scared that I won't meet someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with or that I will meet this person but push him away due to work. I think I'm slowly becoming a workaholic and this terrifies me... Okay, I'm thinking too much again.
Speaking of relationships, my brother just got back home from a date. He went out with this girl he's taking to the Christmas dance. He had to meet her parents tonight - HAHAHAHAHA. Can't help but feel bad for him. Anyways, he informed me this break that he goes on dates all the time and has even dated more than one girl at a time! When did my bro become such a pimp!?!?!? LOL.
Gotta get back to studying! The joys of biochem and physics!