I NEED A HUG!
I hate being alone and finding out bad news. It's like you have non one to tell, no one to help you with it. Its just you and the shit! Theres so much you dont realize until its almost the end of something. The end of a school year, the end of a relationship, the end of a life. I'm kind of regreting deciding going out to college now. It will just be too hard to leave everything and everyone I love. I dont want to feel guilty for it, but it just happens. I'm surprisingly fine with leaving my family. It's more of leaving Ana, and all my other friends. They might not be there when i get back. Some of these people i will never see again or at least not for 6 months or even three years in some cases.