ugh
weird night
let me tell you. i have no idea how i feel. i dont like it. im excited, scared, uncomfortable, happy, angry, upset, pissed off, giddy, cautious and overall confused. i dont like when people mess with your head, esp when it is on purpose. and even when things are out in the open. sometimes i wonder if it is just me and i just dont react like i should. part of it scares me because it reminds me an awful lot of last year. a little freaky. i dont know what i want. i guess i will just let everything go and i'll see what happens. gulp
in other news, i get my dress thursday. i know, its just so exciting. districts are wednesday, thats just crazy. i cant believe its almost over. i got to go to luigi's today. :) thats always good. one thing that i can count on. i want it to stop raining.
let me tell you. i have no idea how i feel. i dont like it. im excited, scared, uncomfortable, happy, angry, upset, pissed off, giddy, cautious and overall confused. i dont like when people mess with your head, esp when it is on purpose. and even when things are out in the open. sometimes i wonder if it is just me and i just dont react like i should. part of it scares me because it reminds me an awful lot of last year. a little freaky. i dont know what i want. i guess i will just let everything go and i'll see what happens. gulp
in other news, i get my dress thursday. i know, its just so exciting. districts are wednesday, thats just crazy. i cant believe its almost over. i got to go to luigi's today. :) thats always good. one thing that i can count on. i want it to stop raining.