Putting the Damage On
I am at school right now editing shit. I don't feel like writing but I'm waiting on a slow computer.
I can't make my rent. I'm going to be like $400 short; its gonna be funny telling Jeff I dont have it. I think I'm going to be in debt for a month or some crack pot deal similarly close.
I couldn't get no silver, I couldn't get no gold.
After taking the 2-CE all my dreams at night are like waaay vivid and surprisingly controllable. Is it any wonder that while I was "on" it I felt like I was in the midst of a dream? The trip was very pleasing in a way that surpassed some of the confusion I would sometimes feel on cubensi mushrooms. I was very in touch with my emotions, feelings, and even other people's feelings/needs. Starting a conversation seemed a little too easy in regard to being in touch with everybody's emotions. There was a mushroom sense of knowledge with an LSD type integration. Now I have never taken LSD, but from what I have heard LSD plugs you in, and turns you on; in a deeper sensory perception way. Because of this, I now observe things with the up most detail and creativity than ever before. Most of all though: I felt like I was in the movie WAKING LIFE. It was sooo cool. Even Zak, who, during the first 6 hours of Spencer and me being on it; was feeling, receiving, and interacting with the same effects just off of the second-hand 2-CE experience. Then eventually he did some too. In the Carlos Castenada books, Mescalito (mescaline) is referred to as an ally.
This execution of realization stays with me as a pleasant friend and ally. An actual species of reality that I can now tap into at anytime.
anyway, this is what I have been up to. Oh, playing drums is a lot more fun as well.
I can't make my rent. I'm going to be like $400 short; its gonna be funny telling Jeff I dont have it. I think I'm going to be in debt for a month or some crack pot deal similarly close.
I couldn't get no silver, I couldn't get no gold.
After taking the 2-CE all my dreams at night are like waaay vivid and surprisingly controllable. Is it any wonder that while I was "on" it I felt like I was in the midst of a dream? The trip was very pleasing in a way that surpassed some of the confusion I would sometimes feel on cubensi mushrooms. I was very in touch with my emotions, feelings, and even other people's feelings/needs. Starting a conversation seemed a little too easy in regard to being in touch with everybody's emotions. There was a mushroom sense of knowledge with an LSD type integration. Now I have never taken LSD, but from what I have heard LSD plugs you in, and turns you on; in a deeper sensory perception way. Because of this, I now observe things with the up most detail and creativity than ever before. Most of all though: I felt like I was in the movie WAKING LIFE. It was sooo cool. Even Zak, who, during the first 6 hours of Spencer and me being on it; was feeling, receiving, and interacting with the same effects just off of the second-hand 2-CE experience. Then eventually he did some too. In the Carlos Castenada books, Mescalito (mescaline) is referred to as an ally.
This execution of realization stays with me as a pleasant friend and ally. An actual species of reality that I can now tap into at anytime.
anyway, this is what I have been up to. Oh, playing drums is a lot more fun as well.