And it all boils down to this...
What is up with this whole forgive and forget concept? Why are people so hung up about this cliche, throwing sorries left and right? Makes you wonder if they really mean it... I yearn for sincerity. I yearn for honesty. I yearn for the truth. Or maybe I'm just being too idealistic.
Argh... I really don't need this STRESS right now! I should be focusing on what's important right now: school and fencing. I've sacrificed those two aspects far too long already... A while ago in church, we were talking about worship. How do people worship? Where do people worship? And the answer was so clear for me. Everytime I fence, I worship God. Every touche I make is for His greater glory. Every lesson I learn is in accordance to His will. This is how I worship my Creator. This is how I say thank you for all that He's done for me. This is why it's so important for me to excel in both.