Yeah well life does go on...
Despite that chat and what's been going on, I'm ok... It's been tough trying to accept things and move on. There are still times when I indulge myself and reminisce on how it once was, those good ol' days but it's not every night that I cry myself to sleep listening to "our song" and such...
Focus on ME now and what makes ME happy. Maybe that's what made me happy before, but not anymore... Far from it. Things have changed. YOU have changed. My love for you was willing to accept that but you won't let me. YOU GUYS have changed. What I once thought was a family can't even support me when I need them the most. You can even support what i love and what I strive for. WTF?! But it's ok... we can't have everything we want. And I have to stop giving in to what you guys want cos that's not what I want. You being happy is not enough to make happy anymore cos you never gave time for me and my passion.
It's sad but that's the way the wheel turns and this is the way I'm going. See you on the flipside!