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So, i went and saw my mom yesterday. Thanks to Cyndee ♥ Casey's mom. I was there with her for 6 hours and it was so hard for me to leave her because i might not ever see her again. I talked to the nurse and she has cancer again. In four different spots and it's traveled all through-out her body. Her nerves are dying so she can't feel anything below her waist. She's lost atleast 30LBS if not more. They told me straight up, they can't do anything to help her except give her more and more pain medicine. Her pain is getting worse everyday and she won't be around longer then 2 months if that even. I can't stop crying i've been crying off and on for three days. My mom is so scared, and i am too. My dad died when i was 7, and when my mom goes i have no family left besides casey and his family, but it's not the same. My mom is my best friend, i don't know if i can live without her being here with me.
I miss her already.
I miss her already.