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i may as well delete this cause i neeeever update. but i won't cause i like reading people's journals :]
i decided to take a long break from drinking. i got myself in some trouble (nothing major) while being intoxicated and it almost cost mine and anthony's relationship. he refused to talk to me for a week and we didn't see each other. it ripped me apart and i made a promise to never drink shots cause i simply can't handle them. i drink way too many, plus what ever other mixed drinks i'm having and i just get out of control and it has to stop. i don't enjoy making an ass out of myself and humiliating myself in front of other people. so yeah im taking off for a little while
thats pretty much it, really. til next time lol
i decided to take a long break from drinking. i got myself in some trouble (nothing major) while being intoxicated and it almost cost mine and anthony's relationship. he refused to talk to me for a week and we didn't see each other. it ripped me apart and i made a promise to never drink shots cause i simply can't handle them. i drink way too many, plus what ever other mixed drinks i'm having and i just get out of control and it has to stop. i don't enjoy making an ass out of myself and humiliating myself in front of other people. so yeah im taking off for a little while
thats pretty much it, really. til next time lol