can i swallow this bottle whole
I was thinking. Gathering your thoughts isn't easy when they intervine with misconception and a lack of clarity. Kind of like the perfect relationship. The difference? They both misconstrue your mindset on what perfect really is. When gathering your thoughts, you never say everything. When being in a perfect relationship, the sun is blue and the sky is this severed red.
I think that in my yearning for something remotely close, I figured someone I associate with has to want all the qualities and factors in a relationship that I want. The most recent thing I went through was intoxicating. I'm not gunna lie. I mean, I really started liking that Suzy girl. But the whole different town thing was an inevidable set up, and the fact that she hooked up with that other kid only forshadowed the worst. So, i'm going down the path with the sign that says "forget." The best part about going down paths is that no matter where it leads you, it's forward. Could it take you around in a circle? Sure, but 5 minutes of your life went by, and you now know that this particular path took you back to the beginning, therefore going forward, or progressing, in your life.
I want something new. I'm not gunna lie. Ladies, comment please. lol jk.
Anyway, Staci dropped her shaul off tonight in high hopes that me and Mr. Higgins will stop by the tuxedo place tomorrow. Im pretty psyched for seaside. Mad liquor and bitches. Yeayea.
I need this spring break. One more day of school left. All spring break i'll be taking my well deserves relax time. I'm not exactly sure why I deserve it, but i'm sure I could bullshit my way to an excusable response. =)
If I had anything else left to say I would (except that i'll be partying a lot so call me) but I'm tired.
I think that in my yearning for something remotely close, I figured someone I associate with has to want all the qualities and factors in a relationship that I want. The most recent thing I went through was intoxicating. I'm not gunna lie. I mean, I really started liking that Suzy girl. But the whole different town thing was an inevidable set up, and the fact that she hooked up with that other kid only forshadowed the worst. So, i'm going down the path with the sign that says "forget." The best part about going down paths is that no matter where it leads you, it's forward. Could it take you around in a circle? Sure, but 5 minutes of your life went by, and you now know that this particular path took you back to the beginning, therefore going forward, or progressing, in your life.
I want something new. I'm not gunna lie. Ladies, comment please. lol jk.
Anyway, Staci dropped her shaul off tonight in high hopes that me and Mr. Higgins will stop by the tuxedo place tomorrow. Im pretty psyched for seaside. Mad liquor and bitches. Yeayea.
I need this spring break. One more day of school left. All spring break i'll be taking my well deserves relax time. I'm not exactly sure why I deserve it, but i'm sure I could bullshit my way to an excusable response. =)
If I had anything else left to say I would (except that i'll be partying a lot so call me) but I'm tired.