It Says Hold On And Take This Ride...
I know, i haven't updated in a really long time, but i've been out and about. Whatever. Jenni, how's this for an update:
I consider myself in love with Jamie. I truly find every little thing about her incredible. Just FYI, for the past month i've been writing her a song, almost as a present for her bringing me to prom. Ummmm, over the past few weeks we've met each other's entire families, hung out 24/7, and have just been the happiest couple ever...
...She broke up with me today...
I know...I'm upset...but to be completely honest, i'm not as upset as I would normally be. At first I almost ran into route 9 and let the oncoming cars do it for me. Then we talked for a while...she cried hysterically in Wendy's ((which is where she told me)) and then we decided to go back to my house.
She's not ready to keep a relationship right now. She "loves me to death," but she wants me as a best friend right now. She just wasn't having fun.
Anyway, back to my house. We went there, and I was planning on playing her the song on the night of prom, but I played it for her today since it wouldn't of been worth the wait. She was absolutely hysterical, and yes...i was hysterical too. I fucked it up a lot, but I was too upset. She got the message. We held each other for a while, and then took a walk. On the walk we were being all flirty, and i guess feeling "better." We're friends. And I really truly hope that we get back together.
You probably won't be reading this, but thanks Berman. You helped me BIGTIME. Thanks for everything.
And to all my other friends, thanks for your support as well. I needed it.
Yea, i'm cool now, but i'll break down sooner or later. Maybe I haven't accepted the fact today. Who knows.
"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it was always yours. If it doesn't, it never was..."
I consider myself in love with Jamie. I truly find every little thing about her incredible. Just FYI, for the past month i've been writing her a song, almost as a present for her bringing me to prom. Ummmm, over the past few weeks we've met each other's entire families, hung out 24/7, and have just been the happiest couple ever...
...She broke up with me today...
I know...I'm upset...but to be completely honest, i'm not as upset as I would normally be. At first I almost ran into route 9 and let the oncoming cars do it for me. Then we talked for a while...she cried hysterically in Wendy's ((which is where she told me)) and then we decided to go back to my house.
She's not ready to keep a relationship right now. She "loves me to death," but she wants me as a best friend right now. She just wasn't having fun.
Anyway, back to my house. We went there, and I was planning on playing her the song on the night of prom, but I played it for her today since it wouldn't of been worth the wait. She was absolutely hysterical, and yes...i was hysterical too. I fucked it up a lot, but I was too upset. She got the message. We held each other for a while, and then took a walk. On the walk we were being all flirty, and i guess feeling "better." We're friends. And I really truly hope that we get back together.
You probably won't be reading this, but thanks Berman. You helped me BIGTIME. Thanks for everything.
And to all my other friends, thanks for your support as well. I needed it.
Yea, i'm cool now, but i'll break down sooner or later. Maybe I haven't accepted the fact today. Who knows.
"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it was always yours. If it doesn't, it never was..."