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so I dont remember the last time I updated but I think this is what happend after? I had horrible pains and was really close to going into the hospital again I looked up on the internet and I'm pretty sure I have esophogitis. I drove all the way to Bangor the next day feeling dizzy, everything around me was spinning and I could barely breathe. Josh decided to come the ride with me so he could watch my driving, I did really good we listened to the whole something corporate cd, both taking back sunday cds and both brand new cds and we still werent there. I drove pretty good except when trucks would drive by me in the next lane, josh had to talk me through it "okay stay calm, stay in the middle of the lane, you can do it" i dont know trucks really freak me out! but I was really happy he came with me I dont think I could have done it alone it took about 3 hours to get to Bangor then it was another 35-40 minutes to bradford where the breeder lived so we finally got there and walked in and I saw my puppy, and me and josh fell in love with him. I was so scared he was going to be ugly, but he's the farthest thing from ugly. They had to lock his mom in a room so she wouldnt bite us, which was really sad cause I would never want a person taking my kid away. I kept feeling bad that we were taking a dogs pup away and I felt so bad for the puppy and thought he was going to be whiney, but josh held him in the front seat and he was very good. Josh kept baby talking the dog which was different I don't think I had ever seen that side of josh before, it was really cute. Anyways on the way home I was driving again, my neck and back and left leg were killliing and josh and the puppy were sleeping as I was listening to the hum of josh's snoring and the puppies loud breathing and at times sighing. The puppy was sleeping on joshs belly which was so cute. We finally got back to wells which I never thought would happen!! It was midnight and we stopped at joshs house and showed the puppy to jane and tom and he peed on their bed, I felt really bad. Then we put the dog on myles and zachs bed and they woke up. Then I left and went home and my grandmother saw him and grabbed him and just got hooked, something she said she wouldn't do. Before I got the puppy she said when you move out your taking him with you, the next day she came home early from work just to see him. Myles and Josh came over at 12 and we basically just played with him the whole day. My grandmother and I decided to name him Toby. Me josh and myles went to portsmouth that night and just spoiled him ended up spending 300 dollars and I ended up stepping in crap in the store, it was really funny because I was walking behind myles and I hadn't noticed and he's like I think the puppy farted? and then I was like eww it smells then we both looked down and my shoes and there was some on the top of my shoe so I ran out side and got it off. Anyways I was really excited about going snowboarding the next day and josh stayed over, but I just ended up feeling shitty again, I hadn't slept even a total of 8 hours in the previous 4 days, between the puppy and me being sick, that I just had no energy, the night before I was a total basket case I don't think I had talked so much in my life, I was so hyper because I hadn't gotten much sleep. So I slept till 3 the next day which I havent done since the begining of the summer. Josh came over later and I still had no energy and then went over joshs house and played halo2. I'm starting to love that game. Anyways my cousins are here right now and my uncle and aunt so I'm going to go out and to lunch with them. bye