When You Miss Someone.....
When You Miss Someone Like Crazy
Sam has been away 3 weeks and to be honest the first 2 week and weekends I really missed him like crazy and I still do only now I'm not climbing the walls. Nothing has changed in my feelings for him but it's like this surreal calm has come over me.
I know we have really very deep feeling for the other (it's still a new relationship in that neither of us has said we love the other yet...lol but I know it's there...who will be the first to say it!!). Look we have only been together 2 months and have known each other online nearly 3 months. It's just really odd so soon in a relationship for us to be apart so much because technically we have only seen each other 3 weeks of the two months we have been together due to him going on exercise all the time but that's understandable.
Distance does make the heart grow fonder and I cannot wait to see him this weekend but I think it has proved to me that I CAN cope when he's away and as it all starts to wind up ready for afghan (will not say when that is nor will I ever say where he is in the UK), I know I will be getting used to it as it winds up. He has had previous relationships but those girls couldn't cope with the distance and so knows and has said say when he doesnt call not to get angry or worried or upset cus that has happened with his ex's in the past. It's hearterning that he knows what I could do potentially cus he's already been through it.
So on the call and communication front I have just left it to whenever and not to expect certain times...sort of switched off to it if you can call it. So when he does call or text it's like a lovely suprise even if only for a few mins.
He has said my texts (cus I do text but just to say how much I miss him and tell him what I have been up too etc) rise his morale but I have said that when he does communicate back it raises my morale too. Ok, so I wont be going to any distant lands or have anyone firing at me but you know what I mean. Though I will worry when I know he's in such an area but as I have found...If you keep yourself busy and I mean VERY BUSY...the time does fly and you fret less. You do count down the days till you see them but and I suppose when it's for longeer you give yourself milestones.
Anyhow I'm happy and I miss him loads......
Sam has been away 3 weeks and to be honest the first 2 week and weekends I really missed him like crazy and I still do only now I'm not climbing the walls. Nothing has changed in my feelings for him but it's like this surreal calm has come over me.
I know we have really very deep feeling for the other (it's still a new relationship in that neither of us has said we love the other yet...lol but I know it's there...who will be the first to say it!!). Look we have only been together 2 months and have known each other online nearly 3 months. It's just really odd so soon in a relationship for us to be apart so much because technically we have only seen each other 3 weeks of the two months we have been together due to him going on exercise all the time but that's understandable.
Distance does make the heart grow fonder and I cannot wait to see him this weekend but I think it has proved to me that I CAN cope when he's away and as it all starts to wind up ready for afghan (will not say when that is nor will I ever say where he is in the UK), I know I will be getting used to it as it winds up. He has had previous relationships but those girls couldn't cope with the distance and so knows and has said say when he doesnt call not to get angry or worried or upset cus that has happened with his ex's in the past. It's hearterning that he knows what I could do potentially cus he's already been through it.
So on the call and communication front I have just left it to whenever and not to expect certain times...sort of switched off to it if you can call it. So when he does call or text it's like a lovely suprise even if only for a few mins.
He has said my texts (cus I do text but just to say how much I miss him and tell him what I have been up too etc) rise his morale but I have said that when he does communicate back it raises my morale too. Ok, so I wont be going to any distant lands or have anyone firing at me but you know what I mean. Though I will worry when I know he's in such an area but as I have found...If you keep yourself busy and I mean VERY BUSY...the time does fly and you fret less. You do count down the days till you see them but and I suppose when it's for longeer you give yourself milestones.
Anyhow I'm happy and I miss him loads......