I posted it!!!!
There is a blokie I have known and fancied/admired for 15yrs but only ever told him once right at the begining but the feeling was mutual. Anyway situations and circumstances have been in the way when ever he asked me out and I always refused. Not because I didn't want to but more so at the time of asking I was not ready for any relationship with anyone.
So he asked 6 times and 6 times I said no but told him why I couldn't at the time and he understood. So the feeling has been mutual and when I had lost contact and dated other ppl I have always had a place in my heart for Andy. So much so it's been there for 15yrs now and I had lost contact the last 3 years, so decided to send him a letter as the last few weeks its been driving me nuts even more than before.
So I wrote a short letter explaining everything, I don't know if he himself is in a relationship now so didn't put any contact details and said if he wanted to find me then to look on facebook but left it to him.
So now a weight has been lifted but I sit and wait
So he asked 6 times and 6 times I said no but told him why I couldn't at the time and he understood. So the feeling has been mutual and when I had lost contact and dated other ppl I have always had a place in my heart for Andy. So much so it's been there for 15yrs now and I had lost contact the last 3 years, so decided to send him a letter as the last few weeks its been driving me nuts even more than before.
So I wrote a short letter explaining everything, I don't know if he himself is in a relationship now so didn't put any contact details and said if he wanted to find me then to look on facebook but left it to him.
So now a weight has been lifted but I sit and wait