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At least I didn't feel sick today. And I didn't cry at school. And my tears didn't well up. But I'm not at school anymore. Someone told me that I'm a good mom because I'm doing whats best for the baby, and I cried. I guess I'm a mom in a sense, but I wont be for long. As soon as it's in the other womans arm's she'll be a mom, and I'll just be me. If I'm lucky I'll get a few pictures, but I will never get to mother it. It makes me sad.
I meet with one of the adoption laywers at 7 tonight. Gotta clean the house...
I meet with one of the adoption laywers at 7 tonight. Gotta clean the house...