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Mostly im okay with beth just wanting to be friends, and it comforts me that she said just friends "for now", even if it was just a lie to comfort me. but a small part of me hates that I have to hold back what I feel... but I know its best if I do. I cant tell whether shes trying to not be interested in me until her relationship with God is better, or if shes just trying to make me get over her... ahh the confusion and sensory inputs we summarize as life