No Progress

Oct 11, 2004 18:32

damn lj didn't update... so heres my second attempt.

well, my weekend was what you can call boring. Friday i did absolutly nothing... i sat at home and talked to people online... atleast there was someone else being bored with me, YEAH MEG!. Saturday i woke up at 12:30... eat... came on here to tried to update. But before i could save or update, the power went out ( what luck i'm having eh?). It was out for like 2 or so hours, becuase of someones antena. Yes antena. It blew off someones houes and onto the teleophone wires. So i went over to my neighboors house and talked to them about it for awhile. Their son (wesley who is about 9 and LOVES tractors) gave me a ride in the tractor wagon down to the end of the road to see if the power company had made any progress on getting power back for us... there was nothing to be seen so he drove us back in the tractor. What a good driver he is! i came inside and made some TOP ROMAN!! haha best combo ever, 1 oriental package + 1 chicken package = BLISS! ok so then i read about some foriegn exchange students becuase we are going to get one for the second semester. Then sunday we had early thanksgiving becuase my grandma is leaving for florida.

So i'm making no progress with my "love". I really don't think she is very interested in me or anything... which completely blows. it sucks because i really don't talk to her in school or anything... but i talk to her alot online... which i enjoy alot... i can't go over to inschool aloot because sometiems she is with the devil... ROBIN... she hates me for some reason now... but i don't care anymore.... so anyways... yeah i don't talk to her in school very much which i can't stand soemtimes. i want to talk to her and all but i just can't get the courage or what ever.... i think she knows already that i like her and what not... but whatever i am being kind of obvious... but i don't think anything will happen, although i hope SOOO MCUH that somehting will.... gah why am i so pessimistic all the damn time... but i get to go bowling saturday if everything works out :D.. i really need to get out more... but i never get invited to things my friends do.... fauiurghaeuirghuiearghaerg... thanks guys. But anyways yeah... courage.. one thing i thought i had with firls, but i don't know its like i lost it somewhere, and now i can't get up enough to talk to.. her which really blows becuase then nothing really will happen... becuase she won't get interested with me becuase i never talk to her... then she will find some guy who actually does talk to her... damnit

"There is no such thing as Death, and life is just a dream" - Why can't my dream be better!?!?

ok well thats all... i was kind of rushed re-writing this... so its a shorter version of the first draft... but DEAL

KEEP IT REAL HOMIES!
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