Apr 22, 2005 01:50
*big sigh*
something feels like it's missing, though i couldn't say what. Maybe i'm stupid for feeling this way and not knowing the reason. I don't know...
Something sad that i really shouldn't tell anyone...i am listening to the new backstreet boys song and don't mind it. Yeah...i know...i am "emo", bite me. I have a lab exam tomorrow, i'm not worried about it too much though thankefully. I studied with katie tonight...yay.
So how is it that once you love someone you can't seem to forget or completely move on no matter how horrible they treat you or how far away you are? it's not fair that he can still invade my dreams and my thoughts from time to time...it always ends up making me feel sick and empty...only slightly empty in a small space behind my rib cage.
this isn't making sense...and i'm sure this stuff is better kept inside. night~