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Now I have to make another entry cause I didn't see this previously....
amiurnething24 (amiurnething24) wrote,
@ 2004-05-25 10:00:00
Current mood: lonely
Current music: He Who Laughs Last - AFI
Tell me.... AM I YOUR ANYTHING???
Hello Everyone! Well, I just got back from a 5 1/2 days at highland. I can't believe that everyone was glad I left! What happened to all those people who said they'd always be there? The ones who care so much if I kill myself or not? The ones who would do anything in the world for me? The ones who want nothing more than me to be happy? Did I all of a sudden become less than you? Are you too good for me now? Do you want to cause me pain? I thought about you all EVERY DAY I WAS THERE!!! Now suddenly, I'm all alone... AGAIN!!! I should have known better than to believe that I had real friends. Not only am I alone, I have always been alone, and will always be alone! As soon as I get out of Highland and get over my suicidal feelings, I find out I really DON'T have anything to live for! All I have is John and sometimes I wonder if I'm good enough for him! Probably not! But he loves me anyway! I just wish that anyone who reads this, who is disgusted with me as it seems, to leave me alone then for good! If you don't wanna be around me or you wanna tell me how to live, THEN LEAVE ME ALONE!!! YOU NEVER REALLY KNEW ME ANYWAY!!! If you care still, please tell me because I don't believe anyone still does. I'm gonna go curl up and die now.
I do still love you all.
Chelsea Leeanna
Ok, my responses...Chelsea..he doesn't love you..give it up..all he wanted was a piece of ass, cause the whole time he was with you he was trying to stay with me, denying he was with you, calling you a nasty skanky whore...which is everyone's impression. Yeah, pretty much everyone does hate you now, but it because you have changed....you're not who you were....you're a lying bitch...I mean, we agreed that neither of us were gonna be with John, but you couldn't seem to stick with that, and so you're getting what you deserve...maybe if you wouldn't be so nasty and screw that street-trash bum and be honest and not whine and complian as much then everyone and their brother wouldn't hate you. Wake up and see the light...even your old best friends now despise you due to your unfailing ignorance and your naivity towards John and all of his games...see I was the smart one...I quit sleeping with him, cause I didn't know who else he was screwing...no one knows when he showers and when he doesn't...I mean, he's sick, and a fucking lying bastard. Just so you know...Angi agrees with the fact that no one likes you is because you're not you. But back to what I was saying...quit fucking John, quit lying, to yourself and everyone else, quit being an emo bitch, and being a fuking sleeze and then maybe you'll have friends again, that aren't trash like John and Brook...oh, there are some pictures of John and Brook that you might wanna see....they might as well be fucking in them. So, if you think he loves you take a second look. Stop living in denial...it's for your own good that I'm saying these things.
amiurnething24 (amiurnething24) wrote,
@ 2004-05-25 10:00:00
Current mood: lonely
Current music: He Who Laughs Last - AFI
Tell me.... AM I YOUR ANYTHING???
Hello Everyone! Well, I just got back from a 5 1/2 days at highland. I can't believe that everyone was glad I left! What happened to all those people who said they'd always be there? The ones who care so much if I kill myself or not? The ones who would do anything in the world for me? The ones who want nothing more than me to be happy? Did I all of a sudden become less than you? Are you too good for me now? Do you want to cause me pain? I thought about you all EVERY DAY I WAS THERE!!! Now suddenly, I'm all alone... AGAIN!!! I should have known better than to believe that I had real friends. Not only am I alone, I have always been alone, and will always be alone! As soon as I get out of Highland and get over my suicidal feelings, I find out I really DON'T have anything to live for! All I have is John and sometimes I wonder if I'm good enough for him! Probably not! But he loves me anyway! I just wish that anyone who reads this, who is disgusted with me as it seems, to leave me alone then for good! If you don't wanna be around me or you wanna tell me how to live, THEN LEAVE ME ALONE!!! YOU NEVER REALLY KNEW ME ANYWAY!!! If you care still, please tell me because I don't believe anyone still does. I'm gonna go curl up and die now.
I do still love you all.
Chelsea Leeanna
Ok, my responses...Chelsea..he doesn't love you..give it up..all he wanted was a piece of ass, cause the whole time he was with you he was trying to stay with me, denying he was with you, calling you a nasty skanky whore...which is everyone's impression. Yeah, pretty much everyone does hate you now, but it because you have changed....you're not who you were....you're a lying bitch...I mean, we agreed that neither of us were gonna be with John, but you couldn't seem to stick with that, and so you're getting what you deserve...maybe if you wouldn't be so nasty and screw that street-trash bum and be honest and not whine and complian as much then everyone and their brother wouldn't hate you. Wake up and see the light...even your old best friends now despise you due to your unfailing ignorance and your naivity towards John and all of his games...see I was the smart one...I quit sleeping with him, cause I didn't know who else he was screwing...no one knows when he showers and when he doesn't...I mean, he's sick, and a fucking lying bastard. Just so you know...Angi agrees with the fact that no one likes you is because you're not you. But back to what I was saying...quit fucking John, quit lying, to yourself and everyone else, quit being an emo bitch, and being a fuking sleeze and then maybe you'll have friends again, that aren't trash like John and Brook...oh, there are some pictures of John and Brook that you might wanna see....they might as well be fucking in them. So, if you think he loves you take a second look. Stop living in denial...it's for your own good that I'm saying these things.