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Jul 30, 2003 15:08

My house is empty. I've cleared out most of the house...by myself. My dad's gone to rehab for six month's. This is all unecessary, if my dad's boss would of never told the police all the stupid fucking lies he told...none of this would of happened...but my dad would still be on crack..so i really don't know what would of been better because he may of quit..but not likely. These next couple of month's i'm gonna have to not care about anyone or anything. Both my grandparent's are basicly dieing and my brother's literally gone insane, I don't have a car or a license and even when i go through that it's most likely gonna take six month's so doing shit with my friend's is gonna be out of the question. As soon as i turn eighteen i'm gonna start working so obviously i'm gonna have a funless happyless next couple of month's....which is the entire reason why i need my seemingly uncaring girlfriend to call me as much as she'll have heart to, but since she's blocked out almost all of her emotion...and because emotion is what let's love and feeling exist in you...i don't really know what to think about that. Beside's what any nosey asshole can think..i love Tania..and i may complain about her alot in here...but that's only because all i post is really good thing's..or thing's that really upset me...so unless you know me keep your dumbass comment's and opinion's on our realationship up your ass and away from us.

i need to go..it's starting to rain and we've got alot of thing's going to storage.
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