I like talkin about Tania:)
So of course the moving thing isnt working, only because i don't have enough money yet.
I'm gonna try to sell the truck for a bit cheaper then before, because not one fucking person stopped to even look at it. We're gonna be putting the boat out by the road too.
I'm trying my fucking hardest to get enough god damn money to leave. I need to be with Tania....for ever.
Oh and Tania thought she was being a really big bitch to me when she got back from her cousin's the other night, cause last night she kept apologizing.. but she wasnt a bitch at all...she was just upset because of how much pain she was in(She went to the mountain's and learned how to snowboard and ski). I was like nooo..it's ok, you werent a bitch at all baby:)..she's my baby<3.
Alright so i'm finally actually trying to write my own lyric's. I can..and i can't write..it doesnt even matter, because i read Tania's song's and poem's..and i realize that i write complete pussy whip shit. sometime's i'll just think about lyric's..and they'll feel really fucking good, but when i try to write'em down..they come out completely different.
It's not even just lyric's, i'm coming up with shit on my guitar too. It's fucked up tho, because i can't read note's..so i just have to remember how i played the shit i came up with and liked..which mostly work's out. It's mostly stuff inspired by pantera, and i listen to them 24 hour's a day..literally, So it's pretty fuckin easy to remember.
Problem is...i have no drummer, i have no guitarist nor bassist.. just me.
I don't even have a band name.
..it'd help if i had a fucking band haha.
ANOTHER PROBLEM..i can't do solo's..so not only do i need all the other shit..i need to fully learn how to play guitar. I guess it's ok though,
Pantera never really started untill they were all about 20..and i'm only seventeen,(not including the glam era album's though)
i'm talking about cowboy's from hell and on. To me that's where Pantera really started,
because they had a different sound..and a different voice.
The thing is, i'm not looking to start a soon to fade fucking pussy whip pop band.
I wanna start a band that'll be another peice of the fucking backbone of heavy metal.
That is a shit load to want, that's obviously saying i need to fucking match or top band's which are part of the back bone of metal...like Pantera, which to me is impossible.
I dunno..ive just allway's wanted to be in one of the metal band's people mention most.
..it's not only that though..i love playing music..and i love traveling..(band's obviously go on tour's).
ANYWAY...i'll be to busy with Tania to be doing that kinda shit anyway:)
NO...she's gonna be in the band..haha i dunno..
honestly, it really does depend on what kinda life she want's to live with me.
Either way..i'll be the happiest fucking person..because i'll be with Tania
My baby<3
I'm gonna try to sell the truck for a bit cheaper then before, because not one fucking person stopped to even look at it. We're gonna be putting the boat out by the road too.
I'm trying my fucking hardest to get enough god damn money to leave. I need to be with Tania....for ever.
Oh and Tania thought she was being a really big bitch to me when she got back from her cousin's the other night, cause last night she kept apologizing.. but she wasnt a bitch at all...she was just upset because of how much pain she was in(She went to the mountain's and learned how to snowboard and ski). I was like nooo..it's ok, you werent a bitch at all baby:)..she's my baby<3.
Alright so i'm finally actually trying to write my own lyric's. I can..and i can't write..it doesnt even matter, because i read Tania's song's and poem's..and i realize that i write complete pussy whip shit. sometime's i'll just think about lyric's..and they'll feel really fucking good, but when i try to write'em down..they come out completely different.
It's not even just lyric's, i'm coming up with shit on my guitar too. It's fucked up tho, because i can't read note's..so i just have to remember how i played the shit i came up with and liked..which mostly work's out. It's mostly stuff inspired by pantera, and i listen to them 24 hour's a day..literally, So it's pretty fuckin easy to remember.
Problem is...i have no drummer, i have no guitarist nor bassist.. just me.
I don't even have a band name.
..it'd help if i had a fucking band haha.
ANOTHER PROBLEM..i can't do solo's..so not only do i need all the other shit..i need to fully learn how to play guitar. I guess it's ok though,
Pantera never really started untill they were all about 20..and i'm only seventeen,(not including the glam era album's though)
i'm talking about cowboy's from hell and on. To me that's where Pantera really started,
because they had a different sound..and a different voice.
The thing is, i'm not looking to start a soon to fade fucking pussy whip pop band.
I wanna start a band that'll be another peice of the fucking backbone of heavy metal.
That is a shit load to want, that's obviously saying i need to fucking match or top band's which are part of the back bone of metal...like Pantera, which to me is impossible.
I dunno..ive just allway's wanted to be in one of the metal band's people mention most.
..it's not only that though..i love playing music..and i love traveling..(band's obviously go on tour's).
ANYWAY...i'll be to busy with Tania to be doing that kinda shit anyway:)
NO...she's gonna be in the band..haha i dunno..
honestly, it really does depend on what kinda life she want's to live with me.
Either way..i'll be the happiest fucking person..because i'll be with Tania
My baby<3