Dec 16, 2002 23:47
I really don't like my parent's, they can be really fucking great..but at time's thier beyond awful. They don't want me leaving obviously, but not just that, thier doing thier best to keep me from going. Ive given them so many good reason's, and ive assured them that i'll be perfectly fine, so now thier bringing up the dumbest little reason's. Either way i'm going to leave before january. I'm gonna end up pawning everything i own that has any value what so ever, and i'm gonna end up having to steal my social security card and getting my brother to buy my ticket.
So Tania like's drug's, and she....really like's drug's....really. So basicly, i'm gonna start doing'em again just to keep her happy, because we argue about how good or bad drug's are...so if i take that away..the argueing will go away. I just don't wanna do them again.. i don't like'em..they screw everything up eventually:(
Well ive got alot of changing to do..and it's some hard ass changing..but i'll do it for her..i love her:).
i'm done