Fuck
Why Do I fail so much?
Sometimes I feel like i'm never going to get the career I want.. I want to get into Concept art so bad, but I am fucking HORRIBLE. I haven't come up with a half ass interesting character in for-fucking ever. My perspective sucks horridly, and my creatures? Eye Destroying. I see my friends around me improving, excelling. Fuck even getting positive critiques from Wizards and Pixar. Hell, one of'em had Pixar submit for a storyboard based portfolio. And here I am; with nothing. Yet I work and work and work, tirelessly, all day and all fucking night. For what? To work more and more for nothing.
I don't know, I need a break from all of this. I don't think I have a future.
Sometimes I feel like i'm never going to get the career I want.. I want to get into Concept art so bad, but I am fucking HORRIBLE. I haven't come up with a half ass interesting character in for-fucking ever. My perspective sucks horridly, and my creatures? Eye Destroying. I see my friends around me improving, excelling. Fuck even getting positive critiques from Wizards and Pixar. Hell, one of'em had Pixar submit for a storyboard based portfolio. And here I am; with nothing. Yet I work and work and work, tirelessly, all day and all fucking night. For what? To work more and more for nothing.
I don't know, I need a break from all of this. I don't think I have a future.