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Well... survived wilma... got power back on Halloween morning.
Thank the gods for the cold front following wilma.
been doing a little bit better.
looking for inexpensive apts. to move into after the begining of the year.(good luck)
......If i could just reach a bit further.
my nails are jagged from trying to grab the chain,
but it's so close.
if i... could just rip down on that chain of release...
so much could be done.
....or are we kidding our selves....
is this just part of our own hell?
i still try
if i knew how to pop my own shoulder out of socket..
i would.
just to see.
to try
to have hope
to be ok
and not feel worthless......
Thank the gods for the cold front following wilma.
been doing a little bit better.
looking for inexpensive apts. to move into after the begining of the year.(good luck)
......If i could just reach a bit further.
my nails are jagged from trying to grab the chain,
but it's so close.
if i... could just rip down on that chain of release...
so much could be done.
....or are we kidding our selves....
is this just part of our own hell?
i still try
if i knew how to pop my own shoulder out of socket..
i would.
just to see.
to try
to have hope
to be ok
and not feel worthless......