Jun 10, 2005 22:42
So Its been forever since I have written in this journal. SO schools out and I have a job at dairy queen so come visit me PLEASE!!!! ever since school got out I havent seen any of my friends at all and they dont call me and when I try to call them there too busy or something I feel like a loner seriously it sux....I miss all my friends but another reason why I dont try to hang out with my friends is because I would have to ask my mom and she would want me to call her like ever hour and if I did that I wouldnt have any fun maybe it doesnt make any sense but some of you might understand it. Chris and I are still together I miss him so much right now but hell be home soon so whatever. our one year anniversdary is on the 24 pretty exciting. I dont know what is wrong with me I cant be happy for anything I just feel like either im botherin people or just being stupid i dont know what is up with me but oh well Ill get over it I know what would help would be some of my so called friends would talk to me or spend sometime with me it seems like the only person who cares about me is chris and I guess thats true. well Im off for now who knows how long it will be untill i write again so untill then.....word....