Feb 22, 2011 19:41
Why cant i ever let the shit go .. why do i have to wait and hope that maybe.. that maybe one fucking day i would be happy with the person that i want to be with. Why is it so hard not just keep my mouth shut? Why does he have to be so defensive when it comes to things.. Are there things he isnt telling me just so he wont hurt me.. I dont know.. why cant i just FUCKING let it go...
I need to learn to let it go
Be awesome again
Not cry myself to asleep at nights..
to want to see what the day would bring..
I need a new out look in life..
A new me..
Welcome to my life now.