Long day...
Hmmm Well I woke up around 6:30. I am still having trouble sleeping so I was very tired today. I guess I just got used to sleeping next to someone. I'll get over it. Well, they are trying to screw me out of Truman. Ihave been waiting for 2 years. I told them before school ended last year and I told them today. I am going to Truman or no highschool at all. I should ask Scott what website that online program thing is. They said my parent have to sign me out o ozanam into Truman... but I can sign myself out of highschool, period. That is fucking retarded. Oh well. Thing will work out. It was good seeing everyone again today. I talked to Derek and Travis alot. Didn't talk to either all summer for the most part. I could've went and got high after school today. I turned it down. Not only would I rather go home and sleep but ihave almost no interest in pot anymore. Infact I think I feel hatred towards it. Blah.
I am getting alchy tomorrow. I think. I don't know if I want it. I am getting tired of Alchy also. Shit gets old. I have thought about it. Never thought my lifestyle would get boring and irritating. It really is repetitive. Not as spontanious and as fun as people like to pretend it is.
*** is still trying to find me this person man. Ugh, It is starting to piss me off. I know she is just trying to help but I know the kind of person I want to be with and I don't think I will be finding him through ***. I know who I want. Can't have him. I'm not in any hurry to get in a relationship anyways. I am content by myself. I just miss my best friend if you know what I mean.
I think I am going to visit Meish soon. That sexy lil devil. Sigh...
Well I am done babbling for now. Oh yeah I found this funny comic strip. http://www.fullofmonkey.com/schlabo3/potd.pl?day=10&month=7&year=2003
Check it out
Always,
Toni
I am getting alchy tomorrow. I think. I don't know if I want it. I am getting tired of Alchy also. Shit gets old. I have thought about it. Never thought my lifestyle would get boring and irritating. It really is repetitive. Not as spontanious and as fun as people like to pretend it is.
*** is still trying to find me this person man. Ugh, It is starting to piss me off. I know she is just trying to help but I know the kind of person I want to be with and I don't think I will be finding him through ***. I know who I want. Can't have him. I'm not in any hurry to get in a relationship anyways. I am content by myself. I just miss my best friend if you know what I mean.
I think I am going to visit Meish soon. That sexy lil devil. Sigh...
Well I am done babbling for now. Oh yeah I found this funny comic strip. http://www.fullofmonkey.com/schlabo3/potd.pl?day=10&month=7&year=2003
Check it out
Always,
Toni