Dream My Guilt Away
i almost never feel any emotions when dreaming and very rare do i feel anything as well when i wake up after. i just realized earlier that i can recall 2 particular dreams where i felt something...that is guilt.
in this one dream i had, i played a doctor and was about to finish sewing the patient's brain during surgery but before actually completing the task, i got a phone call and had to take it. guess what? i forgot to get back to the patient! i interpret this as my guilt over not calling my father when i promised him i would the day before i dreamed the dream.
the second dream happened not so long ago. this person i am supposed to be in a relationship with hanged out somewhere and i was throwing tantrums and was jealous, i think he went out with someone or something like that. when he came back from the gig, he told me he was sorry and he had something for me so i won't get mad. oh well, i felt guilty when i woke up naturally. how could i feel that way and possibly have that kind of relationship with that person in my dream? i think i know now, but i'm not writing it.
in this one dream i had, i played a doctor and was about to finish sewing the patient's brain during surgery but before actually completing the task, i got a phone call and had to take it. guess what? i forgot to get back to the patient! i interpret this as my guilt over not calling my father when i promised him i would the day before i dreamed the dream.
the second dream happened not so long ago. this person i am supposed to be in a relationship with hanged out somewhere and i was throwing tantrums and was jealous, i think he went out with someone or something like that. when he came back from the gig, he told me he was sorry and he had something for me so i won't get mad. oh well, i felt guilty when i woke up naturally. how could i feel that way and possibly have that kind of relationship with that person in my dream? i think i know now, but i'm not writing it.