mad ramblings from a loveless girl
life does not suck. life may be a bitch, but she does not suck. this is something i try to remember all the time because i think that if something or a few things or many things go wrong and then you go on about how life sucks, you're pretty stupid and close-minded. i mean next time something huge seems to absolutely wreck your life and you want to say "life fucking sucks" stop and think; you're not the only person alive, you're not the center of the world, the universe, or life. and to think so would be ridiculous, therefore to think life sucks just because something went wrong for you would be ridiculous. life does not suck. there are certainly many things that happen in life that really really really suck, but that does not mean that life in itself sucks. that is a hugely general statement. too general to be stated.
guys, on the other had, do suck. fuck guys. fuck all of them. this is a greatly general statement as well but its true. any guy i have liked just hurt me in the end. and all those other guys in the world that havent hurt me still suck because im sure that given the chance, they would. i am so fucking sick and tired of these creatures' bullshit. the way i see it, i have absolutely no problem with using the more attractive ones for sex because that is all they're good for. don't get attatched to them! they'll only hurt you! what's the point of even going down that road if you know where it leads and thats not where you want to go?! dont get me wrong, i mean guy friends are the best. i love to just hang out with a group of my guy friends and meeting new guys and hanging out with them. meeting new guys to hang out with is the best because you get to do different things and see different people until those things become normal for you too. but the thing about that is that once the line is crossed from being just friends to anything more (which happens not all the time, but alot) then they just become another asshole. so in conclusion, male friend = awesome, any other guy = asshole. i guess.
i just realized something. i think what is killing me the most is the fact that it seems to me like there is something so fucked up with me that guys don't like me. i mean its not that no guys like me ever, i know thats not true. its just that once they get to know me better.... er better put; the more they get to know me, the less they seem to like me. i dont know about anyone else, but that is definitely particularly scarring to me. oh well. what can you do.
guys, on the other had, do suck. fuck guys. fuck all of them. this is a greatly general statement as well but its true. any guy i have liked just hurt me in the end. and all those other guys in the world that havent hurt me still suck because im sure that given the chance, they would. i am so fucking sick and tired of these creatures' bullshit. the way i see it, i have absolutely no problem with using the more attractive ones for sex because that is all they're good for. don't get attatched to them! they'll only hurt you! what's the point of even going down that road if you know where it leads and thats not where you want to go?! dont get me wrong, i mean guy friends are the best. i love to just hang out with a group of my guy friends and meeting new guys and hanging out with them. meeting new guys to hang out with is the best because you get to do different things and see different people until those things become normal for you too. but the thing about that is that once the line is crossed from being just friends to anything more (which happens not all the time, but alot) then they just become another asshole. so in conclusion, male friend = awesome, any other guy = asshole. i guess.
i just realized something. i think what is killing me the most is the fact that it seems to me like there is something so fucked up with me that guys don't like me. i mean its not that no guys like me ever, i know thats not true. its just that once they get to know me better.... er better put; the more they get to know me, the less they seem to like me. i dont know about anyone else, but that is definitely particularly scarring to me. oh well. what can you do.