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[morbidfantisy]

Here's a story. Its about this amazing guy. I wont waste time sitting here listing off all the things that make him amazing, im just too lazy for that. Well anyway, this amazing guy actually likes me. pretty cool i'd say. but its really weird... i've liked this guy for a while actually but never had the oppportunity to say anything to him. unfortunately i cant get myself to actually feel for this person now. i cant commit to him, i cant commit to anybody. who knows, in another life where i had never been emotionally killed by another, or if i had said something before that happened and therefore causing it never to happen.... then maybe we would've become something wonderful. well you never know, maybe that will still happen, just over alot of time.

oh well, for now, im alone with myself and nobody else can accompany me.