I'm half the man I used to be. This I feel as the dawn it faids to gray.
I am a week shy of 6 months, now. As far as I knew Mason was a normal growing healthy baby boy and I just found out yesterday my little boy has 2 cysts growing on the cortex of his brain. He feels healthy. He is kicking stronger everyday. He responds to when Joe plays his guitar for him. He makes it bluntly obvious which foods he does and doesn't like. He doesn't show any signs of problems and it's hard to believe my baby might have a serious defect that I can't save him from.
It could be just something that will go away in a month of so or it could be a chromosomal disorder of some kind. I am completely in shit. Joe and I haven't the slightest how to go about this because there really is absolutely nothing we can do but sit her with our fucking thumbs in our asses and wait to find out if he's going to be ok. We were both damn near in tears and completely frantic. I have an ultrasound on the 21st at Mercer. They have to do some big fancy ultrasound. I think of it like high-def ultrasounding.
I don't know what to fucking do, but if someone has got something constructive to suggest please let me know. Thanks.
It could be just something that will go away in a month of so or it could be a chromosomal disorder of some kind. I am completely in shit. Joe and I haven't the slightest how to go about this because there really is absolutely nothing we can do but sit her with our fucking thumbs in our asses and wait to find out if he's going to be ok. We were both damn near in tears and completely frantic. I have an ultrasound on the 21st at Mercer. They have to do some big fancy ultrasound. I think of it like high-def ultrasounding.
I don't know what to fucking do, but if someone has got something constructive to suggest please let me know. Thanks.