We're in this together, now. None of them can stop us now. We will make it through some how.
Today went so bad.
My mom is making me stay in for the rest of my summer vacation. We got in this huge fight and she said if I leave the house anyways that she is going to sign me over to the state and let them deal with me. She took my car.
I was going to freak out and asked that she let me call Mike so I could talk to him and calm down. It was either that or take out my frustration on myself. She knew that, too. She wouldn't let me call him anyway, though.
So, I fucked myself all up. I really wish I hadn't now because my arms are uncomfortable now. I tried really hard not to cut though.
My mom finally went out somewhere and I got the chance to run to the phone and call Mike. He came over and we talked and he made me feel better. He saw my arms and he didn't get mad at me he just said he understood and didn't want me to cut any more.
Earlier before the huge fight he had come over and brought me the playstation and some stuff to keep me occupied while I am stuck in. He even brought me a bowl and some weed. He is too cute.
Damn it. My milk has shit in it. Anyways...
He told me he doesn't really trust me and I have to work on that. This is understandable after all I've put him through. He is a really awesome guy, now. Yes, now.
He used to be an asshole, but now he is sweet. lol.
I really am so happy with him, now. I love him more than anything in the world. I really appreciate all he does for me. I hope I can make him as happy as he makes me.
My mom is making me stay in for the rest of my summer vacation. We got in this huge fight and she said if I leave the house anyways that she is going to sign me over to the state and let them deal with me. She took my car.
I was going to freak out and asked that she let me call Mike so I could talk to him and calm down. It was either that or take out my frustration on myself. She knew that, too. She wouldn't let me call him anyway, though.
So, I fucked myself all up. I really wish I hadn't now because my arms are uncomfortable now. I tried really hard not to cut though.
My mom finally went out somewhere and I got the chance to run to the phone and call Mike. He came over and we talked and he made me feel better. He saw my arms and he didn't get mad at me he just said he understood and didn't want me to cut any more.
Earlier before the huge fight he had come over and brought me the playstation and some stuff to keep me occupied while I am stuck in. He even brought me a bowl and some weed. He is too cute.
Damn it. My milk has shit in it. Anyways...
He told me he doesn't really trust me and I have to work on that. This is understandable after all I've put him through. He is a really awesome guy, now. Yes, now.
He used to be an asshole, but now he is sweet. lol.
I really am so happy with him, now. I love him more than anything in the world. I really appreciate all he does for me. I hope I can make him as happy as he makes me.