She shines in a world full of ugliness. She matters when everything is meaningless. Fragile...
I am sorry that I fuck with people and fuck up their lives or the delicate balance of things or whatever. I am sorry. I fucked up.
I can't even bring myself to confront a few of the things I have done because I know how much I screwed my friends.
Two of the most important people in my life I dicked over. I am sorry. I am setting the record straight. This is how it is as of right now.
Andi,
I like you as a friend. I don't think it would work out between us and I know that is alright with you because you gave up any way. I want your forgiveness and friendship, but I am too ashamed to ask for it. I am sorry I hurt you. At the time I didn't think I was doing anything wrong, but now I see I did and I am sorry. I don't like Tony in that way. I am sorry if I hurt Tony, too.Tell Alyssa I am sorry I was disrespectful to her by kissing Tony in her car. That was a fucked up thing for me to do. I am not a fucked up person like that and you know it. For some reason I let things get out of control last night. You KNOW I am not usually a bitch like that and would NEVER intentionally do anything to hurt you. You are one of my best friends. I won't hurt you any more. Promise.
I love Mike. I didn't realize until this morning how much I really do care about him. Once, I dicked him I realized how much I really do care and how much I want him in my life. I denied it before, but now I know I do. He is my best friend. I can tell him everything. I don't care what he has done and who it was to -even if it was me- I forgive him and it is in the past. I am in love with him and I want it to stay that way. I am happy, now.
I can't even bring myself to confront a few of the things I have done because I know how much I screwed my friends.
Two of the most important people in my life I dicked over. I am sorry. I am setting the record straight. This is how it is as of right now.
Andi,
I like you as a friend. I don't think it would work out between us and I know that is alright with you because you gave up any way. I want your forgiveness and friendship, but I am too ashamed to ask for it. I am sorry I hurt you. At the time I didn't think I was doing anything wrong, but now I see I did and I am sorry. I don't like Tony in that way. I am sorry if I hurt Tony, too.Tell Alyssa I am sorry I was disrespectful to her by kissing Tony in her car. That was a fucked up thing for me to do. I am not a fucked up person like that and you know it. For some reason I let things get out of control last night. You KNOW I am not usually a bitch like that and would NEVER intentionally do anything to hurt you. You are one of my best friends. I won't hurt you any more. Promise.
I love Mike. I didn't realize until this morning how much I really do care about him. Once, I dicked him I realized how much I really do care and how much I want him in my life. I denied it before, but now I know I do. He is my best friend. I can tell him everything. I don't care what he has done and who it was to -even if it was me- I forgive him and it is in the past. I am in love with him and I want it to stay that way. I am happy, now.