Things have never been so swell. I have never failed to fail.
My mom is talking about suicide now. She just popped a hand full of pills. I love how she does this right in front of Dori and Jordan. If she is attempting suicide right now then this'll be the second time Me, Dori, and Jordan have seen her down a bottle of pills. Not saying she downed a bottle...just a hand full.
Hehe. My family is so drastically fucked up. My mom was jsut saying how all she wanted to do was give me a normal life...blah blah blah...sorry I can never do that...some other shit. I can't believe I am still fucked up. Could be why I don't care so much right now.
People if you are going to commit suicide or threaten to...especially if you are my mom...please wait until I am not fucked up so maybe I can get a grasp that maybe somethign is wrong.
I miss Mike.
Hehe. My family is so drastically fucked up. My mom was jsut saying how all she wanted to do was give me a normal life...blah blah blah...sorry I can never do that...some other shit. I can't believe I am still fucked up. Could be why I don't care so much right now.
People if you are going to commit suicide or threaten to...especially if you are my mom...please wait until I am not fucked up so maybe I can get a grasp that maybe somethign is wrong.
I miss Mike.