Sep 30, 2004 21:04
So I know what I'm about to say is going to cause you to experience a lot of bad emotions and I apologize for that. Its just that I can't hold in these secrets anymore,because its like lying to you and I'm so against that. I refuse to be a hypocrite any longer. Here goes:
1. Casey and I have more conversations about you in a negative light (mostly pertaining to your very high maintenance ways) than I care to remember and I'll give you 3 guesses as to whether or not those conversations were mostly me talking and casey listening...
2. I have been driven mad by the constant complaints made by your girlfriend about your sexual prowess and her lack of satisfaction.
3. I was incredibly insulted by the fact that you stopped hanging out with me the moment you and Casey became fuck buddies again. (seeing as though I went above and beyond to remain friends with you even when everyone else was picking sides)Do you honestly think that you and I cant hang out without sex being a subject?? how shallow do you think I am??
4. Casey has been lying to you on so many different levels its not even funny. How do I know this you ask? Because she friggin told me so!! Long before you and she decided to become labels to one another, she said "I go away to college and I'm done with him". She also said you have the temperament of a poodle! Don't believe me? Ask your mother! Casey even told her that.
And last but certainly not least is:
5. If you think for one moment that Casey has been faithful to you, think again. She admitted to me that she had fucked Kenny while you and she were fucking exclusively because she "needed to know it was done". When she told me this I told her that if I found out she had fucked him again that I would go straight to you and let you know because thats not right. She swore up and down to me that it would never happen again. Guess What?!?! She's been fucking him every once in a while (since you've been labeled to one another)and mostly in the early a.m. (booty call if you will) right after a certain someone went to work and she supposedly "went home". Come on, do you honestly think she got that bruised area from you?? How do I know this you ask again? Because Kenny told me so. I know what you're thinking,he could be lying BUT I called her on it after she lied straight to my face and she broke. Admitted to it all. What's more is that same visit to me, she propositioned both Kenny and I to sex (together and separately). Also, the night before the three of us (you, casey, and I) went to the movies, she desperately tried to fuck Andy. And believe me, Andy was the one to shut it down. Yeah that's about it...
So I know all this means that you and I will never be friends again and while I'm not to keen on that,its most likely what will happen. I couldn't lie anymore and I'm tired of hiding secrets for a women I can't stand to be around for more than a minute. I know what I've done is really bad, but everything I say in this entry is the honest truth. Should you choose to believe me is up to you.
~Sarah Grace