Ok so why do I feel like my heart's being ripped out????

[morbidanjel]

I'm over him. I dont want him. We would probably never work out in the long run. Then why do I feel this way? He's moved on, I have to accept that...even if I really dont want to but know I should. Someone please tell me how you truly say goodbye to someone you care so deeply for. I'm getting goosebumps just thinking about him....and then of course come the memories of being with him and sleeping with him and kissing him and...yuck these old feelings need to go away! I refuse to believe that I cant get over this...its just pulling at my heart-strings like it were a fucking symphony. I need sleep...I might decide to write more on this later...
~Sarah Grace <3