I Need To Talk To Someone....
Blurry Eyes that can't cry anymore and more pain than I care to have with me. Everything happening at once when my life is hell and issues from the past that finally havfe to be dealt with are attacking me at once. I'm on Heroin....but the funny part is that my doctor gave it to me. He wants to lock me up. Fuck that.....this is taking all I have and then some. I really want to go to Shauna's wedding, I really do love her and I'm greatful that she's my oldest friend. Once again Beth has come home and I haven't really gotten to see her cause I'm sick. This is all really messing with my head...I'm going to bed.....I wish someone would come save me,but then again I dont......figure that one out.