damn you joe smith

[morbidandlethal]

not a poem, this is just how i felt it flowed...

you keep asking me,
but i will not answer you.
i really don't want to.
it will hurt you more than you know.
i want to tell you why
i cannot smile for you.
but you have no idea what i was thinking
about saying to you.
you keep pushing my buttons,
and you need to stop.
or you're going to get the truth.
one of these days i will get fed up with you.
you keep provoking me to do you harm.
and i just want to scream,
" I can't smile for you.
I will not smile for you.
Because I don't like you like that.
And you havn't figured out that
When I say nothing, it does not mean poke at me.
It does not mean I want to talk.
It does not mean it needs to be talked about
at that time.
You know what?
You're nice and all
but I don't like you like that
at all."
And then I'd get up and leave.
I've been very patient and understanding.
And very accepting of things that most would not.
You get that and thank me,
But you aren't taking the time to understand me,
In a way where I am comfortable letting you.
Which has ruined all your odds.
you lost much more than cards in the last month and 4 days
mr joe smith...