oh shit
joe smith made me think about something today... he did a count, and he hasn't seen me smile at school in a month and 3 days. it makes me wonder, what exactly makes me smile. cause i thought i did smile sometimes. maybe just not as often as i thought. and i figured it out. and this is gonna start some shit. joe smith is going to be a sad person for a while, and i'm going to fight a war with myself in my head for a while. cause i'm not sure the answers i achieved are good ones.